A Love Like This...

I know that these are only movies and television shows, but I can't help but dream about having a love like this. Deep down, no one really knows that I am a hopeless romantic and I love and appreciate the little cute things a guy would do for me. I am definitely not that girl that thinks we should celebrate our 3 week anniversary and bullsh*t like that though. Pictures say it all.

Nostalgia.

In case you do not know the meaning of nostalgia...
Nostalgia-a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time.

That is definitely what I have been feeling since Friday. Friday me and a few other junior high friends went to visit our junior high. This isn't just a junior high for me. I have twelves years of memories at this place. To see my old friends and school was bittersweet. It was so great to catch up, remember the good times, but at the same time I knew things had changed and the school was not how I exactly remembered it to be. Nonetheless, it was a lot of fun to see the very few faces we knew that still worked there. I suggest people do this if they can or want to.

That's all for right now, this week was top notch.

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P.s. One of these boys was my very first boyfriend. I'll leave it up to you to guess which one. :)

14 eh?

Hello again. First off I need to say I'm very proud of the guys of LOUD& OBNOXIOUS for getting on Karmaloop's site under their Kazbah section that is now up and running with their clothing line including that Fast Times Tee we've all come to know and love/hate.

Now, more me time. Lately that topic of tattoos has been coming up. I remember posting over a year ago maybe near two now, saying I was going wait and see if tattoos are still something I want in a year and that I was not just buying into the hype at the time. Apparently, I still want them, haha. I have over ten ideas for them it's getting ridiculous. One of the more serious and very meaningful tattoos I would like is one dedicated to my best friend Sean, that passed away in 2003. I struggled for 5 years on what specifically to get for him. I'm settling down on this idea...

After his unexpected death, our school planted an orange tree in memory of him. (orange was his favorite color, just like me) I want to see if this tree is tattoo-able here's a not so good picture.

Do you have/want tattoos? Answer my poll! Am I the only one thinking about them still? Hmm. I will more than likely post once more before the week is over. Happy hump day....GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER, while you're at it get mine out too :P

Definition

I have decided to make this blog and be as open as I can with the people I am lucky to have met in my life and that have some how continued to stay in my life. If you know me even the slightest, you know how awkwardly social I can be. This is just another way of you getting to know me and still letting me be me and it does not even need to be brought up in conversation.

I went through a realization period and came to the decision the only thing I should be focusing on is myself. I need to put me first for a change otherwise I do not know what path I may go down. Specifically, I want to focus on improving myself in all aspects. I want to do well in school, become more independent, learn, learn, learn, smile, and laugh while doing all of these. I want to make sure I surround myself with kindhearted, inspiring people. I want to continue to appreciate the small things. I need to make sure the people in my life know I care about them.

This is pretty much where I am at right now in my life. I am thankful for everything and everyone thus far that has got me to the point I'm at today.

I thank you for reading any of my entries in advance, it means more to me then you will ever know.