2.24.2009

Dirty Mind, Clean Vagina.

I am a very straight forward person, I will not beat around the bush, do lame hinting, or anything of the sort. On that note, I'm waiting until I get married. When I say that I hear in my head, "I will be alone for the rest of my life."

Some of the reactions I get when I tell people about this, are they think I'm crazy(also because I do not "tickle my own fancy." so to speak), others respect my decision, and I would say the rest are indifferent, or they like a challenge, but fail miserably. One of the reasons I am waiting until marriage is because I want that guy to know I'm just for him, pure and untouched, I would say that's a gift I know most girls can't offer these days. Ha, and I would tell that guy we have the rest of our lives to practice! ;) ahahaha but I digress.

Recently, when I told someone they asked if I was super religious and it was weird cause my answer was no. I was raised around Christian and Catholic influences, but things change. I made this choice for me, because it's how I feel I can respect myself and to show it can still be done in this day and age.
I know if I end up having really strong feelings for a guy thoughts might run through my mind, but I will deal with that situation when it approaches and only then.

So back to my first little paragraph, if I end up alone for the rest of my life, so be it. Awhile back I decided I am completely fine with being alone. Basically, I'm alone, but not lonely. I love my solitude.

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