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This entry has nothing to with the dark knight just so you know. I just thought it would be an appropriate title, haha. Well, lately my entries have been pretty inside heavy stuff about me so I wanted to lighten the mood(insert Goofy laugh here). Anyhoogles, here's some random things that I can think of.
When I was still losing my baby teeth, I was at school during recess and my fat ass loved those strawberry twinkies so I bit into it and ended up biting something crunchy,hard. I thought to myself, last time I checked twinkies were soft and squishy...Yeah, well it was my tooth! And my mouth filled with blood. Needless to say, never ate a twinky again hahaha. I also lost another tooth eating a brownie. It had nuts in it so I thought it was one, I was wrong. Oh, AND another time I lost my tooth in a sticky ass milk dud it just sucked it right out my gums. Gah, what a fatty.
Now my teeth look like this:
Oh, there's something I want to try soon. I want to write down a list of things I find hysterically funny and every day read, watch, listen, or whatever is on that list every day so I laugh really really hard. I'm weird I know, you should know this by now too. Actually, you probably should have realized that the first time we met, mhm.
To generalize some of the things I like and will always be happy to get as a gift or topics I would always love to bring up in conversation are scrabble, rubber duckies, star wars, harry potter, and nightmare before christmas.
Something you might not know about me, I like rhinos. I think they are swell. Which reminds me I want to go back to the Wild Aminal Park! Yes, AMINAL it's more fun to say. :)
That should make you sick of hearing about me for now, but I already know my next post and it's a doozy! ta-ta's for now!
I am a very straight forward person, I will not beat around the bush, do lame hinting, or anything of the sort. On that note, I'm waiting until I get married. When I say that I hear in my head, "I will be alone for the rest of my life."
Some of the reactions I get when I tell people about this, are they think I'm crazy(also because I do not "tickle my own fancy." so to speak), others respect my decision, and I would say the rest are indifferent, or they like a challenge, but fail miserably. One of the reasons I am waiting until marriage is because I want that guy to know I'm just for him, pure and untouched, I would say that's a gift I know most girls can't offer these days. Ha, and I would tell that guy we have the rest of our lives to practice! ;) ahahaha but I digress.
Recently, when I told someone they asked if I was super religious and it was weird cause my answer was no. I was raised around Christian and Catholic influences, but things change. I made this choice for me, because it's how I feel I can respect myself and to show it can still be done in this day and age.
I know if I end up having really strong feelings for a guy thoughts might run through my mind, but I will deal with that situation when it approaches and only then.
So back to my first little paragraph, if I end up alone for the rest of my life, so be it. Awhile back I decided I am completely fine with being alone. Basically, I'm alone, but not lonely. I love my solitude.
This is one of my favorite poems by my favorite poet Emily Dickinson. I think I am the only person I know that likes to read and write poetry. I know a lot of people actually hated it in high school. This poem expresses how I feel and how I try to live my life every day. If I can just make the most minuscule difference in someone else's life or day...that would mean everything to me. I love to just be there for people when they need someone most or show that there are still decent people in the world that will do nice things for a complete stranger. Just talking about all of this really makes me want to watch Pay It Forward(good movie). In a nutshell, I really just love to help. Most of you should know that much about me.
Poetry has been in my life for as long as I can remember. When I was younger I wrote poems about my mom which she still has. In junior high I remember writing my first "serious" poem about silence. In junior high I started to write a lot. I have written some of the weirdest poems ever! When I think about those ones I also think they could become silly poems for kids. I tend not to share my poems for the most part because they are very personal to me. I have shared a selected few in the past. I wrote one instantly after I found out my best friend had passed away in 2003, you can read it here. If you want to see some others leave a comment or message me. I guess poetry is my outlet for whatever it is I may be feeling. If something ever happens to me I would want someone to locate all my poems and possibly publish them in a book for people in my life that would want them or people in general who knows.
Even though I might not have a hand to hold, there will always be a pen.
